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Tears that fell like rain

I haven't been on. I haven't read posts, bulletins, messages, comments. I didn't feel like I could bear to pretend that I was happy, that day.

This month is one of 2 that is so very hard for me to get through. And one day this year is down, one still to come in a few months. ouch

April 23rd is past. It's over. Yet the pain that I hold in my heart is far from gone. Far from past. Far from over. Happy Birthday Shannon. Wow, you would have been 30. You'd be so old I'd be teasing you about it right now. You would have been married for 6 years now. Probably have a couple of kids. I bet you and your wife would have been so very happy. You would have finished your college and proven to the world that you are NOTHING like our father. You would have fit your title so well. Given the world that beautiful heart of yours. You'd share it with everyone, even if you didn't know them. heart

I bet you're a handsome angel. I bet your wings are so full and fluffy. Sometimes I dream of you at night. I can almost smell you, even still, after all this time. I can hear your laugh and see your smile, hear your voice, almost like we just talked yesterday...... But we didn't. You left. No, you were taken. I've cried so much over the past 11 years. The pain is still so fresh in my heart, like it just won't let me go. That's why I dedicated that song to you. My memories still never came back to me. But I have the feelings and the new ones we did get to make. I never forgot your last words to me, and I never will. I'll keep that promise to you, Shannon. I will always do as you asked of me. heart

I'll never forget........

When I found out you were gone, all those years ago, I couldn't understand why you were taken. But of course, everyone wants the best on their team, and God could get no better angel then you. I'm sure he realized his mistake and that's why he took you to heaven. You know, his mistake on putting his most perfect Angel on earth. smile

You are my Angel, Shannon. You have been by my side since I was just a baby. Always taking care of me and looking after me...... and pushing over my crib. tongue

LOL You were my self proclaimed protector. After all, us babies of the family had to stick together, right Brother Boo? And now, you continue to protect me and watch over my family as well.

I'll never forget you, Shannon. I'll never stop loving you. Happy Birthday, Brother Boo. heart

May 02 2007 by Lady Alustria .•*¯`•.Be My Hero....Leave Me A Comment.•*¯`•.(0)